pure pain

The rain has washed away some of the winter dirt and sand from the sidewalks and trails here in the city. Temps have risen and spring may arrive on the actual calendar date. My environment is improving everyday, while several friends around me face challenges almost too much to bear.

My whole body is aching in response to the most recent news of my most cherished friend needing a kidney transplant. This person is the one I don't remember not knowing. She's the one who will remain a young girl in my heart and mind, because it's the same voice, same face that's been with me since---forever.

I am heartbroken.